Why I over eat

Until yesterday I had not realized the connection between why I eat and having fake friends. To me fake friends are the ones who are never around, they are just a number, or just someone on Facebook who never has time to spend with you. I get so tired of having many many acquaintances but when it comes down to having a few good friends that are available to spend time with their few and far in between. I don't understand why that is. Maybe it's me as a person they don't like but they're afraid to say so. Since childhood I have battled depression dealing with friends. I always want people to contact me and ask me if I wanted to do something and not the other way around like it happened so many times.

Sorry if this rambled...